A-ha~ A ranting forum~ Oh well...
Life is being a bit of a farmyard at the moment. Pigs and cows all over the place, sheep flying through windows, everything just where it shouldn't be! I have been out of work for four months, which is annoying for me (I know some people have been jobless for longer, and I've been there too, but that's not the point here~). I've been doing a load of training, hoping to imporve my chances at getting into the industry I desire. First aid, food safety, health and safety etc... It's all great, but I can't even get a damn interview!!! I'm reasonably sure if I could, I'd get a job, as I can fly through interviews "like a boss", but getting there is virtually impossible! I've had one job offer in the last four months and I turned it down because the manageress was a discriminating bitch and I did not like her! That, coupled with my ridiculous insomnia (which, on a plus side, gives me plenty of time to get to grips with Ace~) is making me rather bitchy at the moment...
Personal affairs in life are getting on top of me too. I have had to move some 200 miles away from all my friends for work and training and have barely seen any of them in over half a year, and after leading quite a heavy social life, that was a mortal blow to me and I'm still trying to cope with it, but I only get to see them, even my bff, like, once a month tops. Depression of lack of work, stress and tiredness due to insomnia and lonliness and frustration at not being able to see the people I care about is getting me down big time...
To add to that, I am finally qualified to get my personal license so I can work on owning my own bar, but now that I'm qualified, I need to pay about £100 for the actual license and other things required for it, which, considering I'm on government unemployment benefits is pretty hard given just how little they give you to survive whilst looking for a job.

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And to make matters worse, I am having this one continual problem in Ace that I have been trying to sort out for the passed few hours and I am getting nowhere! It's driving me crazy! *stamps feet in frustration* There is so much else flying around my head right now, I'm surprised it's still on! I'm just thankful this place has amazing people for me to chat to to take my mind off the annoyances of the real world, even if momentarilly~ The Angel needs a hug... T_T