I despise everything I do.
I despise the effort to get up of bed.
I despise the effort to eat a meal.
I despise the effort to walk at house and on the street.
I despise the effort to play games and VNs.
I despise considering in writing and drawing again.
So I'm hoping that I get an MRI on my knee soon, but until then, I'm on a prescription dosage of ibuprofen. It's definitely helping, but my knee is still hurting and occasionally locks up. The urgent care doctor was convinced it's a meniscus tear due to it locking, and said that if it is, I'll need surgery.