BloodletterQ

@BloodletterQ Ah, man. I know what it's like to be bullied so much you end up hurting yourself. Was bullied so much in school that I tried to hang myself. Do you have anyone who can go with you to the interview? Someone who can be there before and after it? I have to have someone with me during interviews or when going to unfamiliar places.

I actually have a career counselor. It’s pretty much the furthest I got to be honest.

As a fellow man with autism, I can fully related to melting down. When I call my therapist about my current meltdown, she's like calm down, breathe, and let the thoughts pass. It's easier said than done, but works.

I quite like the XP BGM. Especially the boss battle themes.

The XP music is great.
I would even buy the XP music DLC, but someone mentioned a problem with it, so I pass for now.
I think it has the best music of all makers after 2k/3.

I feel tempted to use it with an appropriate sound font. The midi-to-ogg sounds kind of nostalgic. I do appreciate how there seems to be recurring letimotifs in it compared to other RM compositions.

I dunno. Did they go low with their blows?

You can used to whatever you want plus it saves time.

Yes and no. For example multi target attacks with no cooldown can be broken if two or three are enough to wipe out your army. But they can be an interesting addition in order to keep the player under pressure, because if I outheal your single target attacks with no concern, you may as well just call it quits.

I think that depends on the effects, and how powerful they are?

And note that this run to the next nav was with all of those enemies hot on my tail, as I could not fully shake them. I think there were 8 enemies + that transport + me at the last nav.

One thing I've noticed in playing Hollow Knight is that you start with the sense of the world being vast and mysterious, and the more fast travel options you gain, the more that sense dies off. It's an inevitable part of the game, but it is kind of sad that you can't recapture that feeling.

No fast travel for immersion. Fast travel for convenience. Depends on the type of game, but for RPGs that aren't built around quests that send you from one end of the map to the other for arbitrary reasons, no fast travel is nicer...

I'm still looking for an RPG with unique cast of characters, colorful world and a likeable story.

There are many kanji that can be read "tsuku".

I wonder if the MV Japanese game haves it.

@bgillisp I do this in my game too. I think I actually give them back 10% or something.

At least the missable EXP. Afaik Legend of Dragoon basically force leveled you up with the amount of EXP. I may do that instead of rewarding EXP from bosses.

Yep I agree with you fully, and I also thought of that and am glad you can easily change it to let KO members get EXP in at least the more recent RPG Maker engines. Wish they did that more in normal RPGs.

Awwh! <3

My cat would probably kill me if I tried to make her sleep with me.

It's really hard to be sick/exhausted. Wish you a good health.

What pills are you taking?

It’s not physical. Less demonic thoughts but I’ll look them up when I’m home.

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No hair? Did you shave your hair off?

Yeah. I had a huge forehead. Kept the beard though.

I got a hair cut last week, went shaved too. Of course I kept my beard as well. No one messes with the beard

I hate it when cheats are closed off to me. Probably why I like it when a game lets you open the console - BAM! - instant GODMODE!.. wait. did u mean CHESTS??!!

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:'( Aww you changed it! lol

By parallaxing, do you mean parallax mapping? I also plan to try that as well. I hope it's not too difficult to learn.

Hang in there. There are people who will hate no matter what you say or post. Sometimes those who like your comment may not necessarily reply. But your words touch many different people giving them help and hope

You're not a burden, just a person like everyone else <3, bringing your unique take on things.
The way you feel isn't how others see you. We all go through horrible times, but try not to believe all the negative thoughts that cross your mind. You're more liked than you imagine.

Sometimes things do not go our way and it hurts and haters only make it worse. But better times are ahead plus you have people here to support you. I you ever want to talk about any issues feel free to PM me. I've been so dark times myself but my family and friends kept me going. As you can see you do have friends here.

I feel like I'm missing a vital piece of information here...

Maybe I can't see myself in a relationship with a guy, but I'm just so much more interested in their looks possibly out of admiration or envy. I guess my ideal partner is someone I need a strong emotional attachment to since I don't really notice women.

I don't care about people sexual orientation. As long as you don't force me into the things what you like and we respect each other.

Why would I care? Live and let live.

Nah, don't do that, try to find a coffee shop and read a book sometime. Or a place with some kind of social atmosphere. It's summer time, maybe try learning to play guitar at the park? I like playing guitar sometimes.

And if it is? What does it matter, most with higher purposes are delusional, the most historically relevant a man can really get is to be a tyrant.

To often we eat ourselves up inside with greif over a lack of inate purpose that nobody really has when we should be figuring out what's important to us and making our own point to our own lives.

A lot of life is pointless, objectively. Figuring out what isn't as individuals can be difficult but it's a worthwhile endeavor. Not everyone has the capability to even make that endeavor and if you can then you owe it to yourself, following the status quo into further misery because it dictates what life is supposed to be, that's as pointless as it gets.