BloodletterQ

There are many kanji that can be read "tsuku".

I wonder if the MV Japanese game haves it.

@bgillisp I do this in my game too. I think I actually give them back 10% or something.

At least the missable EXP. Afaik Legend of Dragoon basically force leveled you up with the amount of EXP. I may do that instead of rewarding EXP from bosses.

Yep I agree with you fully, and I also thought of that and am glad you can easily change it to let KO members get EXP in at least the more recent RPG Maker engines. Wish they did that more in normal RPGs.

Awwh! <3

My cat would probably kill me if I tried to make her sleep with me.

It's really hard to be sick/exhausted. Wish you a good health.

What pills are you taking?

It’s not physical. Less demonic thoughts but I’ll look them up when I’m home.

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No hair? Did you shave your hair off?

Yeah. I had a huge forehead. Kept the beard though.

I got a hair cut last week, went shaved too. Of course I kept my beard as well. No one messes with the beard

I hate it when cheats are closed off to me. Probably why I like it when a game lets you open the console - BAM! - instant GODMODE!.. wait. did u mean CHESTS??!!

Auto correct

:'( Aww you changed it! lol

By parallaxing, do you mean parallax mapping? I also plan to try that as well. I hope it's not too difficult to learn.

Hang in there. There are people who will hate no matter what you say or post. Sometimes those who like your comment may not necessarily reply. But your words touch many different people giving them help and hope

You're not a burden, just a person like everyone else <3, bringing your unique take on things.
The way you feel isn't how others see you. We all go through horrible times, but try not to believe all the negative thoughts that cross your mind. You're more liked than you imagine.

Sometimes things do not go our way and it hurts and haters only make it worse. But better times are ahead plus you have people here to support you. I you ever want to talk about any issues feel free to PM me. I've been so dark times myself but my family and friends kept me going. As you can see you do have friends here.

I feel like I'm missing a vital piece of information here...

Maybe I can't see myself in a relationship with a guy, but I'm just so much more interested in their looks possibly out of admiration or envy. I guess my ideal partner is someone I need a strong emotional attachment to since I don't really notice women.

I don't care about people sexual orientation. As long as you don't force me into the things what you like and we respect each other.

Why would I care? Live and let live.

Nah, don't do that, try to find a coffee shop and read a book sometime. Or a place with some kind of social atmosphere. It's summer time, maybe try learning to play guitar at the park? I like playing guitar sometimes.

And if it is? What does it matter, most with higher purposes are delusional, the most historically relevant a man can really get is to be a tyrant.

To often we eat ourselves up inside with greif over a lack of inate purpose that nobody really has when we should be figuring out what's important to us and making our own point to our own lives.

A lot of life is pointless, objectively. Figuring out what isn't as individuals can be difficult but it's a worthwhile endeavor. Not everyone has the capability to even make that endeavor and if you can then you owe it to yourself, following the status quo into further misery because it dictates what life is supposed to be, that's as pointless as it gets.

There's a plot in here...

Bring kitty a sandwich too.

@Marsigne LMAO My character is in there! <3

On the for really real @BloodletterQ , I've been having some issues with motivation. I think I need a more comfortable chair. Laying down is bad also because I keep getting sleepy and taking naps. XD

go do RM stuff Blood!

Cast your style all over RM, Blood! Your game, your fun, your way. And then post back and tell us what you did!

No way meow.

Someone needs a Labrador, or a husky. Collies have great tempermants too. Just get a mellow dog, it's quite difficult to be depressed with a mellow dog sticking their snout in all your business. They recognize depression in others before humans do and will actively work to balance your mood. Best legal antidepresent on the market (I am not joking).

I need a dog then.
And an apartment that allows it.

Hang in there. We all screw up some times. Try to look forward. If I looked back on all my mistakes I would just die. But we get better as time goes on.

I know it's not easy but try not to look back and like Dory said "just keep swimming."