Guess who's back, back again! Guess who's made, made no progress in his game! Lol. I took time off my game and away from the forums due to depression and a family crisis. To everyone who helped me before my disappearance, thank you for the help! I did not just take it and leave (Looking at you
@LadyBaskerville and
@Fugama) You were both a ton of help. I look forward to speaking with you two again, and honestly, we all know I'll need the help again. A dyslexic dummy can't make games very well on his own. Haha! This also doubles as a belated thanksgiving post, cause I did feel llike I should've came here to give thanks to you guys. Oh and that nugget
@Feliaria! She's like my bestie now haha. Hell, I'm thankful to everyone on the forums. It was rocky at first.
@Shaz Can tell you just how bratty I was at first, haha. I've really come to appreciate everyone on this site. Even the people who aren't here anymore and have topics and stuff that are old and ghosted. Really though, thank you guys.
I started working on my game June 12, and I joined this site on June 23rd. It's november 25th, and honestly, if you asked me back in June where I would be right now, I'd have said in a casket. I was really depressed and suicidal when I started working on my game. I was really bratty on here at first because I was misreading everything as just... Like, being talked down to. Again, sorry, Shaz. I never formally apologized for that one time I blocked you cause I was a little brat. But yeah, just, like, writing this I'm getting so emotional. This has saved my life. Even if I never finish my game, or it becomes one of those gross "RPGMaker" games that none of us want our games being... Working on it, and being on here, has just given me a drive to keep going and to be so much stronger than I use to be. It's cliche to say this saved my life, but it did. I contemplated suicide during my absence... I didn't do it though. I was thinking of family, friends, etc etc. Those weren't making it any harder to kill myself, but then I thought about the joy my game could bring strangers. Then I thought of the joy it brought me, and how I smile everytime I'm on here with all of you. This proves I didn't kill myself, I guess.
So, thank you so much everyone. And a happy belated thanksgiving to the RPGMaker Forum Family. (I was going to say RPGMaker Family, but I've found about two other sites that seem to be like what the official forums are, but I dont know those people so they aint family like you guys are)
Oh what the heck.
HAPPY BELATED THANKSGIVING RPGMAKER FAMILY!
Sincerely,
Lulingi1, or
Tino...
Or that one Bratty forum member who is still kind of a brat but genuinely cares for everyone on here now.
P.S. When I said that we can only know if you show us, I am requiring a preview xD