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  • Sorry, lot of unexpected hospital things. I'm trying. Life is hectic atm. I know it must seem like I say this every week. XD Anybody wanna trade me for awhile so I can game test and game make?
    Finnuval
    Finnuval
    I would but then you'd have a doctors appointment first thing tomorrow so... Yeah xD
    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    I'm getting an aide that comes out a few times a week to help me with things, and they're pushing for routine IVs to get me out of the malnutrition. But the bigger docs are dragging their feet on a surgery or solution other than those "band aids".....I'm worried for my future health and trying to cope. The kindness and humor here helps. XD
    Finnuval
    Finnuval
    Humor is the best medicine - even if It fixes nothing xD
    MV keeps dying on me. (trying to help with the Learn RPG Maker series, but it's been pain) I guess its jelly cause I switched over to MZedd for main. lol
    The Stranger
    The Stranger
    You cheated on it! Poor MV. :(
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    Shaz
    Shaz
    When it's too early in the morning and you've not finished your first cuppa yet, you see "I guess it's jelly cause I ..." and fill in the blanks "I guess it's 'cause I spilled jelly all over the keyboard"

    Need ... caffeine ...
    After so long, I decided to re-open my game's Discord server publicly. Hope none of the troublemakers find and come back in now though. hhh I'm scared.
    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    I know it's techically my space but I have anxiety/PTSD issues so even in power I sometimes feel like I don't have, which might sound weird but yeah. I asked a stronger friend if they'd help mod but she just said she'll think about it but she kicks butt when it comes to deleting them no hesitation, and helps identify them if they change their name(s).
    The Stranger
    The Stranger
    If you can get someone to watch your back, that's even better. I know what it's like to suffer from anxiety problems (I can barely go down the local shop, and always need someone I trust, usually my support worker, with me when going to unknown or high stress places.) so I can sorta relate to needing support when dealing with this sort of stuff.
    Finnuval
    Finnuval
    just send the troublemakers my way - i still need to find more decorations for your picknick :p
    Oh no my hospital test results are not good......just not good, but at least explains why my health tank more than usual lately. Stupid body. I want a refund on this body. = .=
    Sorry for the short absence. Hospital tests out the wazoo. although I just end up disheartened when my insurance won't cover what I need. I wish I lived somewhere where the country care about chronic illness patients.
    ImaginaryVillain
    ImaginaryVillain
    Come to California and live in a box. Accomodations suck, prices are sky high, but at least they pay for medical. Which is a good thing as nobody here could afford it otherwise. :LZSwink:
    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    *hugs both* Yo if I could find a way to get out west like if I had physical help to get out there, and split travel cost, I'd so room with someone just to stay that way. XD
    ImaginaryVillain
    ImaginaryVillain
    Well, you just need to crack open some dating apps, and set your parameters to California. Boom, instant health insurance. :kaopride:

    Personally though, I'm looking to exit this state in the next few years due to rising crime rates. :kaoswt:
    Every time I get envious of other peoples healthy bodies and ability to work and do their game dev, I remind myself - such burdens is only given to those deemed strong enough to handle it! I am warrior queen! u wu I will persevere despite all odds! Everyone's projects looking amazing btw. <3
    Wavelength
    Wavelength
    I understand. But it's not your body refusing to take the nutrients in; it's your body trying and not being able to. It sounds very hard :( There's probably some other step you need to take first, some kind of pain or underlying issue you need to alleviate, before your body will be able to do what it wants to do.
    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    Well I have dysautonomia and a lot of the comorbidities like gastroparesis and it's just progressed. I've been hospitalized multiple times over the years and given vitamins in IV because they just crash. Surgery is to help the stomach digest, with pacemaker most likely.
    Wavelength
    Wavelength
    How horrible :( Like you said - you are a Warrior Queen and you will persevere! Keep doing everything you can to get you entire body the vitamins, nutrition, and rest that it needs. Sometimes changes you can make on your own can ease the symptoms a lot, and sometimes there will be no getting around that you'll need IVs and additional medical care.

    I hope you will finally get some good news soon!
    Every time I think I'll get back on track something else happens, but this recent bad news from docs is just so defeating. I wish I weren't so stressy. I need to feel better, finish my commissions, work on games.
    Because of my fangirling aloud, a bunch of people are streaming/playing that Dragon Hearts: A Daughter's Promise game. XD oop
    The weather has leveled off and I am able to get out of bed! On bad news, I had to shelf my current ORPG game because of threats from the group that likes to hurt my frens, saying they'll dox and hurt players they meet. > .> But I am back in action, baby!
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    KazukiT
    KazukiT
    That's unfortunately you had to shelf your game. What are you going to do now?
    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    A lot of fans have been screaming for my fanfic to be made into a game, for years. So we decided to adapt that into a game instead. Something offline where players can play safely and more anonymously.
    KazukiT
    KazukiT
    Well player safety is important.
    Sorry been doing even worse than usual. XD' Hope everyone has been fine! March forward with your gam mak skillz. <3
    As soon as I'm able to get out of bed I'm probably gonna go so hyper from being too cooped up, and burn myself out into another awful flare. lol
    Someone graciously took a pic of my ex (my senpai) and made it artsy and filters-y and I used it as pfp and people are asking "Is that Onionson (onision)?" "Is that David Bowie?" and I just canNOT. XD He was like "Oh dear".
    2021 has been very mean to my health so far. I'd give up one of my legs to have better healthcare so I can have more of a life (aka so I can actually make games cause games are life dontcha know). :kaocry:
    ImaginaryVillain
    ImaginaryVillain
    That's kind of the downside of public insurance. It pays doctors so little that they're not incentivized to take care of people. Worse yet since it's given to so many people, there is always a shortage of doctors willing to work for so little. I know I only bothered with it because Obama added that awful tax if I didn't have it. The tax has since been repealed, but the insurance is still completely worthless.
    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    I hope healthcare reform comes to the USA at least enough to get me my allergy shots. So severe that if I go outside I almost have to call 911. (I have multi-allergy syndrome which is prevalent in people with dysautonomia). They paid for testing and my results were wildly abnormal, but told me I'd have to pay thousands if I wanted treatment despite being "worst they've ever seen".
    ImaginaryVillain
    ImaginaryVillain
    Here's to hoping. I mean I'd be shocked if they actually did that. But hey, it doesn't hurt to hope for the best.
    I said I was getting over my fear of fame, so I sat down to record and had a panic attack. XD Not the best start but ehhhh. I'll keep trying.
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    Finnuval
    Finnuval
    Trying and failing is better then not trying at all.... well Unless you work with hazardous materials or sharp objects, or mountenairing, or bunjeejumping, or... Hmmm, never mind xD
    I'm having a buy one get a fullbody sketch free thing on my Ko-fi, and my team's RPG Maker game's community is having a secret santa-ish event and I'm like "buy from me for a fanart gift ma dudes~" XD
    Mapping and aligning spritesheets is the hardest and most frustrating part of RPG Maker gamedev change my mind. XD'
    Finnuval
    Finnuval
    Nope... Not doing that XD
    knocz06
    knocz06
    I actually have a trick for aligning sprite sheets with Photoshop. But yeah, mapping is hard. :aswt:
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Don't think I can ignore this anymore, but it only happens like once a day. Not sure why my entire pc slows down though, its using a lot of memory but not compared to my max. Seem the thread about updating the nwjs it a while ago, it just looked like a pain/tldr :p
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Quite the versatile cast so far :p

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Edit: Sprites are made by Alexdraws and TheMightyPalm. I just edited them.
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Well, rats. Was really looking forward to trying out FPS Creator, but trying to install and set it up was pretty much impossible for my tiny brain to comprehend. So much for that, then.

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