As soon as I'm able to get out of bed I'm probably gonna go so hyper from being too cooped up, and burn myself out into another awful flare. lol
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Someone graciously took a pic of my ex (my senpai) and made it artsy and filters-y and I used it as pfp and people are asking "Is that Onionson (onision)?" "Is that David Bowie?" and I just canNOT. XD He was like "Oh dear".
2021 has been very mean to my health so far. I'd give up one of my legs to have better healthcare so I can have more of a life (aka so I can actually make games cause games are life dontcha know).
My main computer went boom so I ordered a new battery (I think it's the battery) and it should be in tomorrows. lol 2020 went out with a bang. XD
I said I was getting over my fear of fame, so I sat down to record and had a panic attack. XD Not the best start but ehhhh. I'll keep trying.
I'm having a buy one get a fullbody sketch free thing on my Ko-fi, and my team's RPG Maker game's community is having a secret santa-ish event and I'm like "buy from me for a fanart gift ma dudes~" XD
Mapping and aligning spritesheets is the hardest and most frustrating part of RPG Maker gamedev change my mind. XD'
Dysautonomia suuuuucks. That is all.
Really when the sounds comes together it's so nice, and all the auditioners are amazing.
I think that did the trick! Thick lines, blurrier shading. Looks much more legit. ^ u^ Thanks all who gave tips.
Working on inking animation frames for Dragon Quest game voice test. o wo I'm trying to make it look rough and stuff like old 80's animation. And failing.
Today on Shi's bad luck: Have to make a new Discord server for the game, cause my CM got mad cause I won't date him and he won't give me admin powers to the one he made for us. lol On good news, I got cast as a singer in an animation series opening song.
Thank you all angels so much! I've received fanarts, fanfics, song cover, and Ko-fis and such wonderful messages already! T uT Look at this message I'm crying (Ko-fi was being mean saying it was anonymous but she was like nooo it's me and showed me).
Welp, the bullying hadn't let up so I decided to make him a marchpane cake with Miku Hatsune on it, cause marchpane is his favorite food. :3 I wish I knew how to bake better. I'm better at making non-bake homemade candy sweets.
All of the auditions for our game are so good, I'm so glad I'm not in charge of choosing completely. lol I just can't with some of them. I listen to them on repeat. XD
So I'm practicing ITC with a spirit box, and decide to try to contact my deceased soulmate. It actually gave me multiple identifiers. Me, still a bit skeptical, asked aloud "Fine but does he still love me?" and the box spoke and printed the word "Forever" at the same time. Been a mess of tears since.
People donating to me for my upcoming birthday so I can pay my team a little. Such angels, I'm so happy. T uT I smile so much my face hurts. Good souls in this world.
The bullying and abuse against my friend is still somewhat going. Even if it dies down, he's not gonna be the same. I hope him working with me on games will help him heal from it all. Game making is therapeutic.
I go start moving in my furniture to my new apartment later today. HYPE. 2020 you're not gonna beat me~ Ha-yah take that!
Less than a week and I can move into my new apartment and out of this bad situation. I'm so excited! Then game making power will increase. -
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I finally added my newly updated demo back to the website! It only took like 4 weeks of work...
Where is the "world-weary sigh" comment response when you need it? I need that one more than anything, but the closest we have is "wow" or "angry".
My apologies if it's out-of-place for my goyim-lookin' ass to be the one to say it, but the mythology of "Golems" is that they were created by Rabbis to protect Jewish villages from Anti-semetic attacks.
Have you ever gone full 'Ship of Theseus' while frankenspriting? Because I just did.
