PixeLockeT

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  • PixeLockeT
    I sang this with the lovely @Lilly (hope to collab again)
    RIP my precious beloved. You are my life. I tried my best though I pass out multiple times during this song. Was not feeling good today AT ALL but I tried :kaojoy:
    PixeLockeT
    Almost through this one year anniversary of the worst month of my life. RIP my beautiful soulmate. Love you past the end of time, and dedicate this status to you and all you ever did for me. You are forever my inspiration. :kaoluv:
    PixeLockeT
    Finally decided to learn Javascript. I figure it'll be pointless trying to find myself a dedicated programmer to do what I need, so I'll have to add this to my repertoire and be jack-of-all-trades. (I'll NEVER learn writing tho lol just design, art, and code!)
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    ImaginaryVillain
    ImaginaryVillain
    Seems like half the time when people ask for a plugin around here someone just makes it. Not that learning JS is ever a bad thing. :LZSexcite: Also who needs good writing? Just make your game super fun and pretty... They'll never know the difference. :LZSwink:
    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    @ImaginaryVillain The main problem with this (for now) is that my current project employs the use of a MMORPG plug-in and what's I'd effectively need is to be able to get other (some now defunct) plug-ins to work again and along with it, as well as cater to my project specifically at times!
    ImaginaryVillain
    ImaginaryVillain
    That's entirely fair. JS is pretty much that hammer to puts the square plugin into the round hole. :LZSwink: Though I think you'll discover as you go down the JS rabbit hole, you'll end up eventually just rewriting or making new plugins for stuff. I know I did, I actually delight in writing my own plugins to replace the ones I used to use.
    PixeLockeT
    After a bit of away time due to virus and friends in crisis (friends get priority!) I think things have calmed enough for me to try to resume my activity everywhere. :kaoluv:(I still been working on projects though!)
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    Lilly
    Lilly
    Ah, @PixeLockeT
    Are you still interested in that cover project we were doing months ago?
    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    @Lilly I'm still interested! Life has just thrown my team and I some major curveballs. I feel like I'm slapped in the face left and right. I'll try to record soon (I'm back home with my mic now at least!)
    Lilly
    Lilly
    I hope everything gets better~
    PixeLockeT
    Well that was disheartening news from the doctor today, but I'mma keep on smiling. Attitude is half the battle. :kaopride:
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    Avery
    Avery
    My doctors told me some years ago I would be pretty disabled by now (needing supporting stuff and being completly unable to run) and actually I am in a better condition since back then. I don't know about your problem, but hang in there, you never know!
    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    I'm already in a state where I can't sit upright or stand for long. I definitely can't run period. I have Dysautonomia (POTS and NCS), but also lot of the things under it. I have them to severe degrees: Like gastroparesis, PCOS, tachycardia (generalized), Fibromyalgia, IBS, GERD, CFS, stuff like that. o .o Hopefully cures can be found.
    HexMozart88
    HexMozart88
    Ah man. A lot of people in my family have fibro. It's not fun. :/
    PixeLockeT
    Today I got told that nobody would ever wanna marry me, cause "girls who like making games are too much of career women", and "guys don't like that because somehow that equals I'd be unforgiving and demanding". Like nah bruh I just wanna make games ya know like pewpew swishswish *game victory moosics*????
    PixeLockeT
    The amazing compassion of some people stuns me. <3 Tons of friends and even strangers gathering, making calls, demanding company to push through the medication I need to live life as much as I can. There's good in this world, believe that.
    PixeLockeT
    After I get better aka get doctors to stop holding my meds hostage and stuff.........Might open a commish shoppe. :kaojoy:
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    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    Unfortunately I live in USA which views health care for chronically ill patients like me........as a luxury and not a right, although I think health care is constitutional (I can't really have a LIFE if I can't get the care I need to let me able to raise my head off the pillow???) XD I have a bunch of debilitating illnesses, for over a decade now. You get used to it, sadly enough.
    CrowStorm
    CrowStorm
    I have one physical and 3-4 mental disabilities and I live in the US too so yeah, I get it. ****. Stupid character limit. Sorry. If I wasn't limited to marijuana characters I'd be able to do this in just one post but this is gonna take like three
    CrowStorm
    CrowStorm
    "The game we play is life and death
    Your worth measured in dollars and in cents
    There ain't no lifeline coming (coming!)
    Unless you pay the price (the price!)
    Your health, freedom, your sanity
    A product, not a right
    ...
    Reject the criminality
    That monetizes our humanity
    Construct a new reality
    Where you're not just a number, you're a name"
    - Anti-Flag, "The Criminals"
    PixeLockeT
    Swapped back to my original meds, but the flippity floppity has me reeling. T ^T I have game making and song collabs to do, hurry up, health. lol
    Finnuval
    Finnuval
    Ugh, swapping meds is never fun :(
    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    Yeah this entire beginning of 2020 has been swapping meds, feeling like I'm dying, and having impending tests and surgery. XD Not a nice way to start a year.
    Lilly
    Lilly
    Take your time, PixeLockeT.
    Get well soon!
    PixeLockeT
    Transferring over the character creation to MMO MV is going okie-ish, but slow~ Mainly image assets reformatting/reworking I have to do to work in this engine is a pain. XD At least the MMO battles works pretty well so far! Woop woop! :kaoluv:
    bgillisp
    bgillisp
    You mean the plugins in MV to make it an MMO. There is no such thing as MMO MV as an official product.
    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    Well, yes, but it still counts. I'm moving things over. ^^ So far, so good.
    PixeLockeT
    To compensate for me feeling too sick to interact properly, have an old recording of me calming you with Zelda's Lullaby. https://vocaroo.com/jqTcbzdQTw5 :kaojoy:
    PixeLockeT
    :kaosigh:Brain fog/inability to focus due to medicine change is brutal! It's like I want to interact, but the words won't come easily.......making working in a team hard stuff. OOF
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    PixeLockeT
    PixeLockeT
    My illnesses cause brain fog. The meds producer was being wonky (got it free), I'd have to go through another avenue to keep my same medicine: try the generic for 30 days and if it doesn't work, insurance will then pay for the "better brand". I don't know if my body isn't adjusted or this medicine is "not strong enough", but the brain fog and pain are worse on this than my original.
    Lars Ulrika
    Lars Ulrika
    I would go tell my doctor asap, it might be that the medicine is not adapted to you. I got that same kind of problem, one medicine worked well, but it got out of stock so they offered me a replacement and the other made me get horrifying panic attacks making me unable to actually do anything of my day.
    Wavelength
    Wavelength
    Insurance companies can be real *******s about this kind of thing sometimes, BUT @Lars Ulrika is right that you should let your doctor know ASAP. In the best case scenario, if the doctor writes a compelling note, or their office gets in touch with your insurance directly, they may approve an immediate switch to the brand you need. You need to be active in getting this to happen, too.
    PixeLockeT
    Let the games (development) BEGIN! :kaojoy:*she says as she has technically been slowly developing some projects for awhile already*
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