Got almost two hours into a game jam for RPG Maker Network's birthday tonight, not counting an hour of sprite editing! Here is one room so far, in a game about a gnoll celebrating her thirteenth birthday. Yes, this is fantasy Chuck E Cheese's.
It's been a weird while. I've been so torn down that even playing video games has been something I avoided. But I shouldn't forget two things. One, I love RPG Maker for a reason. Two, only way to eat an elephant is a bite at a time.
I have no idea why I became a bigger jerk than usual at the start of this year. But I apologize for it. None of my lashing out has been appropriate and even if it would be, I am better than that.
Getting inspiration from, of all places, Digimon World 3. If I'm more worried about practicing game mechanics than story right now, why not a dungeon crawl? Partly inspired by Etrian Odyssey as well. |3
Hey, is there any way I can redownload newer DLC purchases? I bought some of the Animation Selects, but I can't seem to access them. They aren't under My Account in the "old site" version of RM Web.
Of all the writer's block hangups, no one seems to account for the biggest factor I suffer from. Self-doubt, and the self-loathing that comes from it when I struggle. All just a vicious cycle that keeps me from doing anything.
I think my posts on the Maker General subforums serve two purposes. One, to flaunt my personal idea. And two, so I remember cool mechanics and concepts to use for future games.
Every now and again, one gets those moments where all seems as it should, and where they know what they were born for. I think I had one of those, late last night. I'm meant to tell stories, as a game or as prose.
Some days, when I get really upset at myself, I feel like the Trouble status in FF9 makes a lot of sense. My damage has spilled over onto others on more than one occasion.
Okay, this is weird. Some of my art thread pictures are loading now, but previously they were broken images? They had been direct links to my images from other sites. Do these show up to anyone else? Should I reupload the images from my computer...? :v
I will say this about anthro characters. Not enough settings really play up their animal traits. Besides: when everybody's furry, no one is. In fussing with my lion-girl OC, I intend to make her the odd one out and have her be more beastly.
No idea if I'm blocked or not. But eff, I'm sorry, dude. I cannot offer useful constructive criticism, and I've had my own issues to deal with in the meantime. Sorry for failing you this badly. Even this vague apology is months overdue.
It was fun while it lasted, but guess it's time to say goodbye to my antidepresants. My body is immune to their good effects and only bad effects would remain.
You know.. I... I kinda lost my interest in living a long time ago. What sustains me is a lack of interest in dying.
Like a star that is balanced between the forces of gravity and outward pressure, I feel like the energy to produce that outward pressure is weakening. I feel like I should pull a Stardew Valley and revert to a more primitive lifestyle, away from others.
made more sprite for the Time passing game that I may or may not actually make. At least now I have a better idea how to make Rtp Walk sprites actually look wrinkly and old, since the Generator doesn't do that.
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