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Feels more like that Trash Compactor scene in Star Wars except I don't have anybody to stop the walls from crushing me.

@Animebryan You sound like me. I don't have a fear of death, but I've been clinically depressed since my early teens. Suffer from borderline personality disorder, crippling anxiety problems, and use self harm as a way of coping with the chaos in my head, and to feel alive. The visual hallucinations and the bad voice don't make things any easier, either. No real help out there.

I am so sorry to hear @Animebryan and @The Stranger that your guys have a depression. It must to be very emotional draining.

Imagine some cowboy going to play Nintendo with his friends... then blasts one on high noon for their equivalent of watching screens.

If it's true somebody has died from gamer rage, I have no idea how to comment lmfao

And it's equally possible that Nintendo's fun games may have saved gamers from rage resulting in murder or suicide! I know they've brightened me up from dark moods more than once over the years.

Dang, I can have a secret weapon now.

I wish I had someone to go to the range with me.

It's just not as much fun shooting alone, with no one to compete/bet with. I miss my brother and my ex all of a sudden.

It really is. Find you a military girl bro.

I often suffer from poor sleeping patterns because of my depression.

Yeah--I'll bet

I think for me--am just happy to not be at work, so I want to not spend my time sleeping when I can be developing--even though I've done nothing today... just now am working on sprites again -_-

Well now--am for sure not gonna sleep. Gonna play some Heroes of Hammerwatch with the girl. Unless she doesn't want to then I'll play by myself...

Whiskey, weed and a good book time. Actually, forget the whiskey.

My girlfriend didn't want to take the plunge of moving god knows where with me so I'm single for Valentines day. Completely fine with that too.

Girls are strange sometimes--well all the time.

I'll have a drink for ya too, brother.

Like it's not even funny--if the devil wanted my soul, he'd send two women. A blonde and a redhead. I'd have no protection. I'd be gone--it wouldn't even be funny. They'd be like Hi Sam! You wanna come to Hell with us?

With you two?? Ya gatdamn right I do.

I'd think that being around pretty girls would be fairly pointless after death. Not much you can do without a body.

Well--I dunno, maybe not. Maybe when two ghosts like each other--they have baby ghosts!

But--I would hope that sex would exist in the afterlife--in paradise. I mean that would be 99% my paradise. The other 1% would be hamburgers.

congrats!

Not bad.

Not sure you'll find them on a test project as some them are non-obvious or need obscure scripts. See the self-data suite as an example.

Where did you post your resources? I only your website and your game forum.

They're on here in the mv resources. I haven't updated it recently

Yeah, I can do history but math can suck my lemons. I think it would rather beat me up, though.

I love history. I love math as long I get math formulas. Terrible at mental math.

I think the best thing (to me) about history is that it never changes; sure things are added, but it cannot change the outcome. Alternatively--math is always changing, things are being discovered every day, and people are finding new and creative ways to solve age old problems.

At least you have company at work.

Wow, ghosts have the power to make a camera holder shaking his hands. Powerful ghosts.

Haha naw I was cold. Unless they caused me to be cold.

@mlogan why you gotta say that??

I dunno I kinda like it. BK is okay too. Prefer their breakfast. But I'll take Dairy Queen any day. And Whataburger.

I really need like a slushee. Slushees are good.

Go to Seven Eleven then. Or Royal Farms.

Gotta check those out when I get the chance.

Now--am not saying you can't read them online--but maybe a search for them might yield some results

If ya know what I mean hee hee

I never really got into Stargate all that much, though my Dad is a big science fiction nut. He has all of the Seasons. I also turned him on to Firefly, which he absolutely loves. He even bought the Firefly Christmas ornament.

No, but your likes are cheaper like everyone else

Oooofa--those are fighting words out here.

I am very hungry at nighttime too.

Am not sure actually haha, but I wouldn't trust anything in there, no one ever cleans it out. However I did find a few huge plastic jars of pickles and mustard.

Yknow what really sucks? We have equipment vending machines that have all kinds of stuff for free... Right next to the candy vending machine...

So if I need a hazmat suit or knives, I can get as many as I want... But still need 60 cents for a kit kat

Solution to the brown slimy lettuce: deep fry it and put it in a bun. Problem solved

This is true. I know I've done my fair share of pushing cars for random strangers in the snow. I remember my girl showed me some of the pictures she took of her balcony up in Cologne of all the snow--was so pretty, but y'all can have it

Ah, that reminds me of this:

hahahaha! That totally made my day.

Have a stimpack on me

Y'know what's funny... I went to the vape shop a little while ago, and they have a flavor called "Stimpack" that my bud made out of respect for Fallout New Vegas.

It's good. I bought one. And Cucumber Mint, Menthol Tobacco, Ecto Cooler and Red Bull. I have a... problem.

well then...you're golden

What happens when you get to China?

'Is this where you wanna be when Jesus comes back?'

Dig til ya can't dig no more.

@samkfj Not yet, but either the meds are effective at hiding symptoms or I'm on the mend. I can at least talk now, though it's really gravely.

Oh no

Hang in there! Sending some good thoughts to ya!

Ship it!