Sometimes you may feel helpless and defeated. But everyone loses from time to time. It's okay to be tired. Take a breather. Have a good cry if you need to. You gotta take breaks from your workout, or you'll collapse before you can get stronger.
Dont pretend to like someone for their feelings sake. Because eventually you'll leave them, and they'll be left wondering why their "friend" suddenly avoids them or has them blocked or etc. In trying not to hurt, you're just setting them up for a bigger, more personal pain.
My tutorial is live! It covers using Yanfly's weapon unleash to replace the basic attack skill with a more dynamic version depending on which weapon type the actor has equipped. It also includes how to import a custom function used to generate a random number within supplied minimum and maximum values, used in the replaced skills, to give weapons a set damage range.