We all have to start sometime. I started rather late too. Just enjoy it for what it is. Everyone I've met here is super supportive.
I mean we need all the new RPG Makers out there who haven't been disillusioned yet and still think they'll finish a game some day... :B :B :B
Also, fun story about lack of sleep! So when the forums here first opened, people who preordered VX Ace got early access to the forums, as we opened them right around the same time.
So at the time, the Degica team that worked on RPG Maker was three people... maybe 4 I can't remember if Archeia was part of the team yet. Of the three though, I'm the only one left.
Anyway we had to manually activate all preorder people on the forums. We were going to do them in shifts. The person who was supposed to relieve me just... never showed up. I activated preorder people on the forums for 4 days straight with no one ever taking over for me. (I didn't just do that, but I checked every like 30 minutes to make sure I didn't miss any. There was a ton of them to do.)
Honestly if I tried to do that nowadays I think I'd just die.