I got this avatar a long time ago. Different parts of it remind me of myself, and that's why I use it on every site I go to now.
The little girl reminds me of me when I was a child, and she always reminds me of how I am now. I'm still very childlike - forever young, as my dad puts it - and I love being that way. I can still watch Disney movies and children's shows, I love my dolls and toys and I don't ever want to change from that.
Staying forever young I think is what has made me such a positive and bubbly person and I don't want that to ever change. And so far, it hasn't. Each year passes by and I get lots achieved, but as a person I remain the same.
The avatar also shows the girl dreaming up at a dreamy sky - this is my favourite part of my avatar. I often imagine the girl is creating things inside her head, looking up at another world, or perhaps a character she's invented, almost like a God looking at the world she's created. I do that all the time which is why the avatar suits me so well.
All day and every day I'm constantly thinking up and creating worlds, people and characters. . . I give every single one a history, a present and a future. I give them happy times, moments of loss and moments of despair and sorrow. Some accomplish their dreams and goals, others perish on the journey whereas some rise above it all and defeat the bad guy, or just live their lives to the very end...
I've experienced a lot of happy moments in my 21 years so far, but in those years I've seen soul crushing loss and death, fear, defeat and dark moments which still make me shudder now. I think that's why I love dreaming up games, stories and worlds because I'm in someways able to relate to what a lot of the characters I make go through.
My avatar stares up at a sky where anything is possible, she creates, she watches and she lives her own life for the now, never stopping to let life drag her down... That's my way of thinking as well and that's how I am. Living life for today and never stopping because you never know when it'll all be over.
