Sharm said:
What is the specific problem that caused you to ask the question in the first place?
I find like since I was little, I either wanted to write books or make games. At the time I found writing was going to be easier, so I just placed my characters IN games that had customization. Of course, now I have RPG Maker and I like the process of making a game and following other developers.
Now that I know I could *do* both, and enjoy both, I can't seem to figure out which one I should focus on first. And when I think more on it, none of them are plausible career choices from the start. And I'm in this process where I keep trying to figure what I CAN focus on, but then I realize I'll never go to college or get a job because my disabilities really hold me back.
So thus, I have a lot of free time sitting at home, so I COULD do both. But going between all these ideas and projects, means nothing will get finished and my brain will explode.
Also, I think of the fact that I'm an artist as well, and most people think I'm good at that too. Sure, in game-making I get to use my art-talent, so it almost seems obvious. At the same time, I like reading books and I want to see my writing in book form as well, and I can imagine my drawings being used for illustrations for something like a book.
And now... My brain hurts.
Sharm said:
Once the problem is solved, what do you want as an end results of your efforts?
I want to feel like I'm capable of something. I'm turning 27 in two weeks, or less than, I feel so unaccomplished. If I can figure out what to focus on, maybe I'll finally get somewhere. I've been having this identity crisis for awhile...
Sharm said:
Is the main goal to enjoy the process or is the main goal to have something that is finished and good?
The main is goal is both. Easy, I know.
I didn't expect to have a such a long response. o.o