Forever Ended Quick

[Stanley]

I'm taking my leave from this site and many of the internet corners I'm part of. I want to face this world together with my gf, and fulfill our fairy tales. We've decided to work together on a manga series. I've decided to turn and start my game's universe as a manga first. And to eventually grow it into a multimedia franchise as the story of its settings progresses. That includes video games too, yes, we will make RPG titles in our series. I'm making an appropriate farewell gesture so that no "friends" are left wondering of my disappearance. Despite what I dearly did, or tried to do, I realised I had only been wasting my time because all the connections here lead to nowhere. I know it sounds mean and unthankful, but that's the truth that has always happened to me here. Nowhere. Did I gain even a single friend who'd check on me like every 5-7 days asking me about the progress of my stories? Or ask if I have managed to get the guitar chords to my songs and practise them masterfully? Or ask me my opinion about their projects or topics they've raised in a more personal attentive manner? Everyone just wanna stay as"online friend". Everyone just want to stay "one moment one topic then go away" friend. Like when I was being boycotted and being a loner during middle school, I found myself asking this question again, "Did I matter to everyone? To anyone? At all?" I'm not a cheap friendship person. I take every friendship given seriously. Since being a member as @yieldingmydestiny (Nelneo) back in 2012 until now as @Stanley , I found so many internet persona whom I wish we'd gotten more "real" with each other. But internet's just another hobby, everything is fast paced and no one "really cares". I'm sorry for sounding too naive. But that's just me. Wish it'd have turned out differently for me. If my gf and I ever make it to the RPG development stage in our series, I most prolly would come back here. But for now. I'm done.

 

[Guiguimu]

I'm really sad to see you go, but I understand why you do it.
You need to know that it isn't that people don't want to have real friendships, but trusting someone completely online is really complicated. We know who we are and what we want, but we don't know who is on the other side... You see? Maybe that's why most people are what you call "online friends". Sometimes we are burnt from other relationships and good people end up suffering with that.
But know that I am sure a lot of people cared for you here, me included. I considered you a friend, and I know many more did.
Thank you for all the support and motivation you gave me, they all meant a lot and helped me. I'll never be able to repay the favor but hope you know it was important.

I wish you all the success in the world, and may you one day return ^^
Farewell buddy, until one day!

 

[starlight dream]

Hi @Stanley,

While I'm sad to read your decision and your farewell, I understand what you mean.

I apologize if my behaviour too was distant sometimes, or if my replies came slow, but you're someone I genuinely like and root for.

You've helped me many times, always made me feel welcome to talk to you, in serious talks or funny ones. The number of times you cheered me up and made me feel loved are precious and I'm grateful for the time our journeys met. I know you treated me like a real person and not just a "username". Thank you.

I'm glad you have big projects with your gf!! Best of luck to you both. I wish you lots of Love and many fairy tales to come true!
May the fairies sprinkle golden dust on your way ^.^

You have so many ideas, lots of creativity and talent and that needs your time + focus to blossom. You will create wonderful things no doubt, with your amount of imagination.

You're a quality person and friend, with a gigantic heart, and you're right you deserve better people in your life. When someone gives a lot to others, it hurts when the friendship isn't reciprocated. I'm used to one-sided relationships, and they suck, sooner or later one packs his heart, and goes. But it is for the best I believe. Many don't realize the effort it takes to care and to provide help.

It's draining giving so much of yourself. I hope your fairy tales will rejuvenate you! It's also important to put your time on someone who loves you, so the relationship can bring you something helpful and strengthening. ^^

All the best to you, now and always. Hopefully you will return one day, on a very happy day!...
Your songs are a smile I'll carry as I fight for my own destiny.


Your friend, Starly
Thanks for everything and God Bless you.

ps You can always pm or email me, whenever you want. This offer has no expiration date.

 

[Frogboy]

Sorry to see you go but yeah, real life is more important than "internet life". If you want or need to concentrate on that for a while, that's certainly the right decision. You know you'll always be welcome back if and when you have time for both. Best of luck to you.

 

[Marquise*]

*cybermental hugs for you and your lady* Don't be a stranger!