RPG Maker Forums

I love making friends. I love talking to and helping people; sharing my life, my gifts, what wisdom I have; using what I can to dull or heal the pain someone else is feeling.

Today, I think I lost a friend. Not from anything in our control, either.

When I'd first started using RPGMaker all those years ago, I'd frequented the rpgmakervx.net website; she's a developer by the moniker new and went by Momo. We met through her project,. Valhalla Ultimate Card Battle, a card game she'd developed, which I played and helped with extensively.

Time passed and I moved on to things unrelated to RPGMaker. From time to time I'd get in touch with her to see how things were going; she made some progress on the game but I'd always be aching to see her next demo. To my knowledge, the updated demo never came; however, it had been some time since I checked.

Today, I wanted to talk to her again. The terrible friend to her that I am, it's been about three years since we last talked and since I went to that website. My fire for RPGMaker only recently rekindled and I found myself wanting to play her game again and work on it more; talk with her again and see how she's been doing.

It seems that website is gone forever following a server malfunction. To my knowledge that's the only way I could get in contact with her.

So I feel that I have lost her forever as well, and that has slashed me deeply... therefore I bleed these words upon the internet with scarlet ink turned black.

Many of you are aware of the stream project I've been doing; I wanted to stream her game in hopes of her catching it or word getting to her but there is nowhere to download it.

I suppose it the stars will have it, we will meet again.

Until then, my heart cracks and tears flow.

That's about it. Thanks for reading this and sorry if I've posted it in the improper place.