This may be a little inappropriate to post here but i really felt like i needed to get this out somewhere . I'm not in a very good place at the moment and i just feel like giving up on life entirely because I've tried so hard to fit into the real world and the online world that i now just feel like i don't fit in anywhere in the world anymore. i feel unwanted, worthless and forgotten about at times. I even feel as though no one will ever like what i have to offer i just have stories i write that others won't want to read, art that others won't want to see, rpg maker games that others won't want to play and the only person i can blame is myself because i fear rejection so much that i won't take risks or make effort anymore to help myself i actually feel as though i would be better off alone or worse dead but the only thing that's stopping me from self-harming is the fact that my mum has PTSD and other mental health problems and gets very emotional sometimes because of what happened to my brother years ago. I find it so frustrating that other people seem to be so much better than me at putting themselves out there and gaining respect from others because for me that doesn't happen at all i ever get is criticized, made fun of, dismissed, overshadowed and treated like I'm an outsider. It makes me feel almost inferior to everyone else in the world. I hope that everyone here can find it in their hearts to understand what i am going through at the moment i don't mean to pollute this forum with negativity i just needed to get this all out.