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Hi guys,
I am taking both Computer Science and Calculus in college, and I absolutely hate them. Worst is Calculus, I spend a huge amount of time on it, but it is actually my worst subject out of all 4. Computer Science is not as bad as Calculus, but it isn't that much fun either. My dream is to become an engineer and a game designer. The former is definitely out of the question, as I don't have the passion and skills to continue with math. I have heard mixed comments about game designing. Some said it is possible to get in the field without being good at math and programming. Some said it is wise to give up and find another major, since it is impossible to get far without a math mindset. Others said, it can be done, but not as well as having a degree.
My mom said I can't do anything without being good at math, and every job requires it. I liked math up to Algebra 2 and Geometry, but once I got to Pre-Cal, I started to hate it. I just can't catch a firm grip on the contexts and its randomness. It doesn't help that most math and computer teachers in college are just there to give you a grade, not to teach. I was kinda surprised to find that I am not the only who thought so when asking around.
I have a Calculus test on Tuesday, a CS assignment due on the same day along with a bunch of questions. Every time I start doing math, I feel like I'm being mental tortured. Someone advised me to talk to a counselor to see which choices do I have, but I honestly I am not seeing any other paths. I have to get past at least one of the two, since I am getting financial aid, so if I drop them both I'll be questioned. I don't know how much longer could I put up with CS, it wasn't too bad at the beginning, but the current assignment is driving me nuts. Calculus, this is my second time taking it, and I honestly don't want to deal with it ever again. I don't have time to practice driving, or looking for a part-time job because Calculus sucks all of my time. I spend the most time on it, but it is the worst subject I have.
I tried watching tutorials, asking for help around the internet, but even that doesn't help. Tutorials help me understand the basic concepts and do the normal problems, but when the professor throws a bunch of advanced problems at me, I'm dead meat. Same with CS, lectures are really insufficient to do the assignment. The CS professor basically said it himself: "I am going to leave you guys to sink or swim. If you can't get the stuff by yourself, try to do your best." Calculus professor, like the two I had before, can't explain anything sensible. The other students seem to all get the materials, they can do it, but when I asked them, they couldn't explain well or unable to help me with all of my question. That, and I am not much of a social person.
I am so tired, and I just don't want to keep up this charade any longer. However, I still have to suck it up and survive for another 1.5 month and pull at least a C for both classes. Japanese and English are not really an issue, fortunately. Even so, what am I going to do next semester? What paths do I have?
I am taking both Computer Science and Calculus in college, and I absolutely hate them. Worst is Calculus, I spend a huge amount of time on it, but it is actually my worst subject out of all 4. Computer Science is not as bad as Calculus, but it isn't that much fun either. My dream is to become an engineer and a game designer. The former is definitely out of the question, as I don't have the passion and skills to continue with math. I have heard mixed comments about game designing. Some said it is possible to get in the field without being good at math and programming. Some said it is wise to give up and find another major, since it is impossible to get far without a math mindset. Others said, it can be done, but not as well as having a degree.
My mom said I can't do anything without being good at math, and every job requires it. I liked math up to Algebra 2 and Geometry, but once I got to Pre-Cal, I started to hate it. I just can't catch a firm grip on the contexts and its randomness. It doesn't help that most math and computer teachers in college are just there to give you a grade, not to teach. I was kinda surprised to find that I am not the only who thought so when asking around.
I have a Calculus test on Tuesday, a CS assignment due on the same day along with a bunch of questions. Every time I start doing math, I feel like I'm being mental tortured. Someone advised me to talk to a counselor to see which choices do I have, but I honestly I am not seeing any other paths. I have to get past at least one of the two, since I am getting financial aid, so if I drop them both I'll be questioned. I don't know how much longer could I put up with CS, it wasn't too bad at the beginning, but the current assignment is driving me nuts. Calculus, this is my second time taking it, and I honestly don't want to deal with it ever again. I don't have time to practice driving, or looking for a part-time job because Calculus sucks all of my time. I spend the most time on it, but it is the worst subject I have.
I tried watching tutorials, asking for help around the internet, but even that doesn't help. Tutorials help me understand the basic concepts and do the normal problems, but when the professor throws a bunch of advanced problems at me, I'm dead meat. Same with CS, lectures are really insufficient to do the assignment. The CS professor basically said it himself: "I am going to leave you guys to sink or swim. If you can't get the stuff by yourself, try to do your best." Calculus professor, like the two I had before, can't explain anything sensible. The other students seem to all get the materials, they can do it, but when I asked them, they couldn't explain well or unable to help me with all of my question. That, and I am not much of a social person.
I am so tired, and I just don't want to keep up this charade any longer. However, I still have to suck it up and survive for another 1.5 month and pull at least a C for both classes. Japanese and English are not really an issue, fortunately. Even so, what am I going to do next semester? What paths do I have?


