by big game, i mean the game that i really wanna make great. a passion project, if you will. the problem is, i'm always afraid that it will become a flop and nobody will remember it for anything remotely good. i am the very definition of a beginner. i dont know how to write a relatable character, a coherent plot, properly build a world, design nice looking levels, none of that stuff. people usually say that your first pieces of work will usually be hot garbage and you'll improve from it. sometimes i think that i should make other rpgs before making this one that i really wanna make. but i feel like i wont put as much effort into something that i know isnt the main thing i wanna work on. but at the same time, i dont want this game that ive put so much love and care into turn out to be the worst thing ever.