I've been thinking back on something that happened a while ago. I guess this isn't so much of a rant, but more general frustration.
A couple years ago, I did some very hurtful things (sorry, no specifics) to some really good people due to selfish behavior. 731 days ago, I put a stop to it, tried to mend it as best as I could... but some wounds just go too deep.
If anyone reading this is saying "Well, you should known better," or "That's why you have to think before you act," trust me, I know. Actions have consequences, and whatever gaps in that lesson there may have been 732 days ago, I've long since repaired.
But... Why does it have to be not only possible, but so easy to do stupid, careless, hurtful things to friends, loved ones, or anyone?
Anyway, I've learned from it, and I'm not that guy anymore. But that doesn't change the fact that I was a real jerk to some people for whom I should have cared too much about to do what I did in the first place. Anyway, back to life and back to reality, I guess.