-Ever since I was a small child, I was unable to do anything well. This caused and fed HUGELY SEVERE self-doubt which led me to quitting many things I tried as I grew older. Self doubbt... Yayy!
- I have severe ADD as an adult. It's not uncommon for me to set my keys on a table, then freak out half an hour later because I "lost" them.
- When people I look up to because of skill tell me they feel like giving up, I want to scream. (Of course, that's not good either! One doesn't invalidate the other!

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- I have hyperacusis. (google it)
This is caused by exposure to loud noises over a period of time, and it's a thing where certain everyday sounds cause SEVERE ear/head pain, and often hugely emotional tolls. The sounds vary from person to person who has it.
Example: The sounds of a typing keyboard (especially that of a fast typer "thundering" on said keyboard)... cause me to have INSTANT severe panic-attacks. ( ... ) Plus, it really, REALLY hurts. No known ways to make it any better, but I CAN keep it from getting worse.
And here's the kicker: It's when I'M typing too... which leads me to:
- I am a painfully slow typer, less than 20 WPM on average...