What do I do?

[jkweath]

If it's true that you're only 13, then I'd encourage you to keep going if you enjoy RPG making. I made my first game when I was 11 with RPG PS1. I loved the game to death, was so proud that I showed my parents and my friends, but... Well, the game was terrible, and if I'd released it on the internet it would've got absolutely trashed.

Look at it from this perspective : at this point, you have nowhere to go but up!

 

[SpongeBound102]

Sounds like a game that get loved and hated. Undertale was like that, and it's still successful. I rarely hear about people saying that "it's better than any other x" except for famous examples, so your game might be a hidden gem.

Even though this won’t really help anything, I added up a score one of the commenters gave me and the game ended up with an 8.2/10. So maybe the game is a hidden gem that gets loved and hated...