Errrgghh, it's a resource thing for me. On one hand, I know I COULD make all the resources I needed if I gave it enough time, and I could get the stuff I needed that I couldn't make on my own and have permission to use it, but ohhhh myyyyy goooooddddd that would take ages and awkehgklaewghewj I am only one person OTL
Also the fact that the one game I do want to put enough effort into to make it something special, I have already promised it to the people for free. Were I starting it now, I'd be all "ah-hahahhahahahahahah give me money for this you bastards this took me for fricking ever IB"
(although that reasoning is something I might get over...? I'd probably be able to start selling it if I a) made it super affordable and

gave it a super sweet demo for people to play)
If I end up sticking with gam mak, though, I do plan on making a commercial project eventually! I'm already making the foray into commissionable resources (j-just gotta get my skillset a little more polished before I for realz open up shop!), so selling a game seems like the next step. I'd just... probably work with someone and develop a ~custom engine system~ that works on the iOS and with Steam and ****, not RPG Maker. OTL
I'm bascially a writer, my game actual game making skills are mediocre, I'm not even that good an eventer (and not FABULOUS as a writer either, so it's not like it compensates all the other areas).
STOP BEING MODEST. Your dialogue is smooth as **** and it makes me want to punch your face in jealousy. </3
(but srsly you are super good at establishing characters through minimal dialogue, which is kind of amazing)
And as far as "game making skills" goes -- REALLY IT IS JUST PRACTISE AND PLAYING A LOT OF OTHER GAMES. I know I haven't actually shared anything I've made (because ahahahahaha
most of it is terrible), but my gam mak skills have levelled up intensely in the past 1-2 years because of lengthy discussion, lots of article reading, lots of game analysing (I've been meaning to write a few articles on why a few games I love are terrible/amazing, since I have figured out why) and also failing everywhere! ;w;/
SO JUST GO PRACTISE AND MAKE IT HAPPEN, MAN~ YOU CAN DO IIIIIIIIT~